Sunday, May 27, 2012

I remember.

I remember being two with you, being inseparable from each other and our nala and simba stuffed animals.
I remember living in Germany and spending every waking moment with our mamas.
I remember the way you walked on your tiptoes.
my mom remembered you screaming at the top of your lungs, and that you loved ramen noodles the most when they were cold.

I remember wandering how you were doing when we parted ways, and through elementary school talking to you on the phone when our moms would be talking.
I remember coming to Georgia and visiting you when we were about eight.
I remember the dinner your mom made and how much we loved it, some sort of mexican casserole. and they couldn't believe how much we ate.

I remember keeping in touch through facebook and always complaining we didn't get to see each other more.
I remember our conversations of being so ready to graduate and go to school and live our lives.

I remember two summers ago when we finally saw each other again.
I remember how it was like we had never been apart. it was like we were two again, and instead of carrying around simba and nala with our mommas, we were carrying purses and shopping bags.
I remember we bargained our way into cheaper flat irons.
I remember we planned our senior pictures, and tried on ridiculously high red high heels.
I remember thinking how amazing it is that God can keep two people so far apart so close together.

I remember just a few weeks ago talking about how we needed to see each other this summer.
I remember that we talked about God, college, and our family.

I will never forget these things about you.
I can't even imagine how terrible your family is feeling.
they saw you everyday, I saw you once every few years and it hurts me.
it is so obvious how much you were loved and I am looking forward to seeing you again one day.

your loved ones are hurting here but I take comfort in the fact that you are somewhere where you don't even remember what hurting is.

I love you Morgan.
I will see you in heaven.

Thursday, May 17, 2012

thank you.

I thank my God upon every remembrance of you.

Philippians 1:3

Wednesday, May 9, 2012

so I have semi attempted at opening my own business, photography business actually.
get on facebook and like my page please.

twentythree photography (:

Friday, May 4, 2012

december 29th 2011.

as I believe I have stated in an earlier post, his name is Joshua. usually called Josh, but I find an odd joy in calling him Joshua... unless he is around because he doesn't seem to like it much. maybe that is why I enjoy it so much.
anyways, his name is Joshua or Josh.
take your pick.

I wasn't looking for him, I wasn't looking for the person that would make me feel like myself again. I was actually doing the opposite, I was purposely not looking at all. and I had come to grips with the fact that I would just have to be a little lonely for a while.

on December 29th 2011 he found me, and I will never be looking or for that matter not looking again.

I fell in love with him way quicker than I ever thought I would. I fell in love with all the wonderful things that he does, says, and is.

and one day soon I will tell you about all those wonderful things.

Wednesday, May 2, 2012

I don't know if I have explained my love for Live with Kelly before, but if I have my love since then has grown.
I am going to New York City in a month and a half and I am praying I get those tickets to see her in person.

I feel like if she saw this she would file a restraining order... 
maybe not.